THE EN-GLITCH STIGMATA

Following a seed roots-growth into its full phase, results comprehending the pathology of a birth to maturity system-sway; how things have bloomed, or could have bloomed otherwise -if we had simply listened to the indigenous side. When seeking to catalyze- a transformative shift into a glowing vitality, re-cognize the “root causes” of our realities; initiating a clear address to work from, towards incredible rez-solution.

Prior to scribing this, I was pondering my curiosity of seeds infinite, and found myself virtually into an articulate, about plant reproduction lit… The winds & animals trans-communicate pollen to new germination points; plants regifting themselves to nature’s purpose they anoint… Once pollen is in contact with a flower, it’s carrier, whether a bee, moth, or the air- enters a plant’s shaft, absorbing the essence heir, into a womb of seed creation- later blasphemied by white-supremacy’s toxic colonization. This shaft is similar to a male’s reproductive exit, and a female’s reproductive entry at the same time! In Latin/English, it’s called the “stigma” of a flower’s body-sign; the entry to the “pistil,” where the “style” carries the pollen to the plant ovary, is where the seed grows into being:

Anti-Life Rhetoric via Englitch

Why is this trans, anti-binary, yet perfectly intersex, part of the plant called a stigma? In a cultural-construct pathology, the word stigma has been used as a means of a biblical shame in a subconscious, or literal-undercurrent. Yet, for the first few months of being a fetus, we are all intersex; made out of a sperm and an egg equally, until DNA cells further divide. Some people remain intersex the entire time unto birth and throughout their lives. This study suggests that the affect of plastics & other chemicals from our global industrial systems are causing a physiological result that increases the amount of intersex birth designs in people:

Intersex is not going away until humans are extinct

Despite this article using language that says this is a “toxic” occurrence, it could also be interpreted as a sign from nature, asking us to remember the design of where we come from; to reroute ourselves back to the root cause & structures of our humanity, to redress & re-formulate the cultural lie of binary-only existences- so we can find the peace in our humanity to clean up our planet, and strive for a truthful & thriving kinship between us. Intersex births have always existed, despite the current increase of their prevalence. Gender Studies proves this, as it is a combination of Biology (scientifically researching the development of sex & gender), Sociology (scientifically researching gender and orientation), and the History, Language Arts, Anthropology, Religion, and Political Sciences that are associated with these Bio-Social realities.

Some intersex (or hermaphrodites) are forced into a disability lens by others whom refuse to understand them, or convince them that they are disabled. Some intersex babies/children are forced to undergo surgery, due to their parents or society being unwilling to raise or accommodate for intersex human beings, and some of those people have health problems after being forced into surgeries and/or a single gender. I met a person like this in a Disability Politics course in college, whom was surgically forced into a single-sex aesthetic that she did not want to have as an adult. She said she feels like a “Ken doll” because her reproductive organ nerves are somewhat numb, due to the surgery she was forced to have as a child. She’s technically a born-intersex human, and in adulthood a trans-woman, with a surgically imposed penis that she did not ask for, and as a child was forced to undergo surgery to have. She told me: “I wouldn’t identify as disabled, but I believe my body can be read through a disabled lens. A cripped understanding of sensation and pleasure.”

Sex is a spectrum; hence gender.

Being born intersex is not a disability, it’s a natural occurrence that disables the cultural lie & harmful construct of there only being 2 genders, when there are 24 ~ 48 chromosomes that form together to develop genetic variations. Intergender & other forms of gender experiencing occurs within people around the world. Although there are only 2 parts that form the fetus (egg/sperm), the DNA itself has several structures that formulate the potential human, including their after-birth identity, biopsychically. Africa in particular has always had a high amount of intersex births and has suggested interventions pertaining to their existence as people- especially against enforced surgeries on intersex children/babies. Some see intersex people as a blessing, some see them as a curse. Those who choose the peaceful route of nature, and wish to honor the intersex children just as innocent and deserving to be themselves as any other child, must defend them from forced-sex-surgeries and forced gender-identity laws.

Some “genetic counselors” suggest selecting a sex for “gene-therapy” in couples seeking to have children (that can afford genetic counseling). If I could have afforded that, I would have chosen to carry an intersex child, because they are so unique and beautiful. The point of gene-therapy is to edit out diseases, but they are also making “designer babies” to allow other forms selection. Editing genes to prevent the occurrence of arthritis or cancer for example, is editing for health- but editing genes for a very specific type of person to be born via sex, height, skin-tone and so on- is another thing of our future (for the wealthy, mostly). The Latin term of “stigma” in association to the intersex reproduction of plant/animal/human biology through linguistic deviation, appoints the beautiful, natural phenomena of intersex symbolism, to a “diseased” or “disgraceful” socio-cultural assignment that toxic-colonialist terms have divided us on, as we can see in its definitions:

Researching the etymology of a plant’s “stigma” before it developed that moniker through Latinization, the majority of indigenous languages found this occurrence to be a part of Earth’s foundational existence- but the way this language ties it to identifying as a societally “cursed” object in marginalization, imposes an unforgiving order of definition(s) that are related to a cult of religion, instead of a re-legion to a perfect balance of elemental, planetary peace and nature’s biological truth.

If that born-intersex transwoman’s parents and doctors simply let her be an intersex human, she could’ve been able to feel her sexual-reproductive nerve endings naturally- although her parents had the funding to change her, she did not want to be changed! It was a waste of money. Her story is similar to Elon Musk’s estranged daughter, Vivian, a transwoman that was disowned by her father because she simply wanted to be accepted as herself. Transgender & Transexual people also deserve the healthcare needed to honor their preferred identity. Their existences advance science & surgical practice, like growing a womb out of a transwoman’s maternal DNA, so she’s less likely to reject surgery, for example. Essentially, words carry energy through the weight of their phonetic sound when spoken, as well as through the impact of reading; internal inspiration & imagination, projecting into speech, art, song, body-language, and meditative-self-talk. The collective association of a word, and the individual translations, are always in some debate of interpretation (words ~ wards).

War is often too confused & disillusioned with the mutation of self-defense that proclaims an (evol)utionary offense. Genocide is an offensive action of narcissism’s so-called “self-defense,” but it is not for the defense of our species’ interdependent peace & healthy evolution together (genocide causes species’ mal-mutation). The only offense of a life-saving vaccine is a poke; minimizing the pain that could ensue from the diseases it defends from. War is often the excuse for genocide, but war is not an accurate enough diagnosis for the root causes of these evil conditions- greedy narcissism & toxic industrial complexes are. While reading an insightful book called Mind Managers by Herbert Irving Schiller (a dedicated professor of identifying media manipulation tactics), I learned about Edward Bernays; nephew of Sigmund Freud, co-initiator of the Council of Foreign Relations, and author of various books. I read the book Propaganda, by Bernays, and concluded that his writing seems more of curse than a inspiring revelation, despite its brute honesty:

“The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of the masses is an important element in democratic society. Those who manipulate this unseen mechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true ruling power of our country. We are governed, our minds are molded, our tastes formed, our ideas suggested, largely by men we have never heard of.” -(Bernays, 1928)

Are we the assets to the elephant in the room? The asses/donkeys gave Don the keys- no? The actual animals, donkeys and elephants, don’t usually fight in reality, they work and live for their families, while some humans too often curse them, imprison them, and torture them. Thomas Nast made up these animal based political cartoons in the mid-1800's.

Donkeys gave a Don the keys?

Bernays played a role in the United Fruit Company’s insurrection of Guatemala- stealing fruits from their rainforests & trafficking them to the U.S. He was also named (the faux) “father of Public Relations,” because he was instrumental in defining the systemic division between “private” and “public” entities of the “law,” when the employment sector of “public relations” was born- which is now one of the most popular industries in the world (that did not exist before Bernays). He also worked to market a false feminine movement for cigarette companies in the 20’s & 30’s, tying women’s suffer-rage to the ability to smoke carcinogens & stolen tobacco:

Our species is paradoxically smart & stupid!

1920’s Campaign for Smoking via Women’s Health

Every blow-up’s got a backfire; taught pains do not have to be sought in the same harmonies in which they’ve been sowed- because rhythm changes through resonance, like systems change through revolutions.

When the term used for common-accord, is “a-greed” (agreeMent), we are using psycho-control tactics exploiting the hive mentality for private industry- not respecting the private parts of people in whole. To have a common accordance, is not always greedy- but this language makes it seem that way within the phonetic fabric. The New World Order (NWO) was to “sanction” technological forms as more sacred than those in control of them. Both cyberhacks & mindhacks are increasing in our national and personal security systems, be it doses of bad karma or a good dharmas waiting to be set free- we shall see.

Actually, act-u-ally; with any personal presence of ancestral truth- what other spells of these spellENG’s have we cursed ourselves & others with, truly? In Sanskrit, a vocal set of words is called a mantra, a visual symbol is called a yantra, and the physical embodiment of action is called tantra, but their conceptual purpose is to cause lifeforms evolutionary rejuvenation in benefitting the future of life, not for disease or regimes of displaced caste for the sake of faux power, fame, lust and greed.

Pazabilities Healingual

Englitch Flyer by Paxen

The egg came before the chicken like instinct came before intuition. Some of our species have been mal-mutated by the overdeveloped instinct of self-defense (narcissism), and others strive to unite their instinct(s) through developing their adaptive intuition (comprehension); evolution. The words thyme and time; always growing, but for who- thy or me? The words “mine & mind,” is a selfish format of consciousness; to phonetically tie “mine” to the base of comprehensive empathy & creative potential (mind), subtly enforces an energy of narcissism & industrial complex (mine), as it also relates to the mining industry & entitlement, alongside the caste of “learning more” (displayed on the flyer).

My terming of English as En-Glitch comes from a place of being inspired by the slang that BIPOC people made as an adaptation within languages, due to being forced to both learn, unlearn, and revive through creative expression and a necessary resistance for cultural survival. Be it only the squiggle of an “S” that separates the word “cure” from “curse” in this form of language… The “S” is visually in tact with symbol of “$” — the caduceus, yet this symbol has also imposed massive global poverty & diseases, going against the very root of its cause; to improve health systems for the masses with the trade creation of wealth (rather than improving mass-wealth at the cost of the masses health- the people’s dignity & thrival).

First, we whites did it to ourselves through witch-burning and “hate-red” (attacking the Irish, Scottish, and Scandinavian forms of “Europeans”), and then wee did it to rest of the 4 direction-poles of race-color: to the Hindus, the Native-Indigenous of the Americas, Africa, Australia, the Philippines & other Dark-Asiatic & African Islanders, along with sections of the Middle-East (Yemen, Palestine, etc.)- causing a mal-mutation of narcissistic personality disorder growing generation after generation, based on a “white” racial construct, supported by religious & monetary excuses, and fueled by weapons of mass destruction, which has been proven to perpetuate mass systemic illness for our species- not evolution.

A mass peace upon us; end weapons of mass destruction!

One of my artworks from the early 2000’s

Anarchy Cat Art by Paxen
While “white,” in this language (land-gauge), is phonetically synonymous with “right, fight, might, sight, blight, bright, shite, kite, bite, smite, and light” among others… but not all forms of “light” are “white” -that’s a misnomer, for we see many forms of color, and some animals happen to see/sense many more/different spectrums of color than humans can. When we see green trees, bugs see rainbows (that’s why some of them love eating poop because what looks brown to us looks like a highly nutritious meal to them).

Being “white” per se, does not denote to the unevolved human, but using our “race” in a self-obsessive, supremacist way, dividing it from ethnicity, and linguistically (thus psycho-socially) having it rippling that effect physically and economically, is devolving the human species away from collaborative adaptions, beneficial interdependence, historical truth, creativity, and “in general,” a healthy united state of humanity with the Earth & outer space.

Who is “in general” position of the planet’s army? The plan-E.T.? The plan-it?

En-glitch isn’t anybody’s indigenous language in fact, even England had other language forms in pagan rule. English is a appropriation allowed by the Latin (Southern European) land-gauge, used for their common-unification of a rulership, through monarchal subconscious terminologies to uphold Rome (and certain kinds of “romance”) often using anti-earth stigmata, enhancing a narcissistic reign to explore outer space, while causing acid rain & other pollutions, without a true acknowledgment of the ecological roots that our capital resources are being extracted from, and how they are part of interdependent structures. There were & are albinos in every type of race- sometimes sacrificed in pain, and sometimes married into tribes… They were & are also especially “rare” in human trafficking commodity (along with the intersex people); sold as a special fetish. Not all whites are the same, as not all more melinated peoples are the same, as not all sexual and gender identities are exactly the same. Gender comes from sex because sex itself is a spectrum, from small to large reproductive parts, to having both chromosomes and intersex variation- which is why we also have a variation in gender identity spectrums, sociologically based on the naturally occurring biology.

Orientation and “oriental” are similar, naturally gearing preference to Asians, socio-subconsciously. Similar to enforced binaries in race, we do not all wish them to be-in-lack (b-lack), red with “anger,” or to yell-”ow”-these are linguistic and cultural-racial biases to further colorism spell-ENGs. However, the 4 directions of race/color/shade, do not have to be interpreted the way Carl Linnaeus inaccurately wrote for evil. I teach my child(ren) the 8 Directions of Race, wherein all 4 directions have 2 sides to them: they could either hurt or heal their context of power in the lives of others & within themselves. Discernment is the wisdom to know the difference- “to change the things we cannot accept” and to accept the unchangeable- like the fact that intersex and BIPOC lives’ aren’t going away!

Angela Davis: Professor & Author

Art by Rick Frausto

However, to be-lacking disease is a healthy gift any human desires (be negative on a test for illness). Everybody who has ever received a vaccine to prevent them from diseases should thank Henrietta Lacks. Too many whites have hypocritically refused to respect others & each other. The US, the UK, Russia, alongside China and the wealthy Middle East, have the highest rates of human and resources-trafficking, of all the other colors of the 4 directions of race, and their land’s materials- even doing it to themselves without remorse. It’s like the white blood cells attacking the body itself; auto-immune disease. Africa is also genociding and raping their own people due to toxic police culture & uneducated domination. When will it stop?

The pole-ice has been melting as the police bring on another kind of heat.

Overpopulation needs to be addressed with medicines like the pro-life abortion, not genocide and other forms of murderous torture. Abortion is pro-life because it honors the life of the female/trans-man, while the fetus is a part of their body, and thus their life has the authority to command their own personal health decisions- nobody else should be in control of their health choices. You can freeze a fetus for 30 years and grow a baby from it- you can freeze a baby for 30 years and keep it alive. A fetus is a different entity that we can use for medicinal advancements, because its stem cells aid in the research of curing of diseases of both current and future lives, while abortion is a nonviolent population control -unlike genocide.

When we observe metals occurring naturally in rock, they exist sprinkled in smaller parts of the rock’s formation, where the Earth element is in mass compared to the metal(s). Metallurgy was intended to exist as an art for protection, to be learned by all to the extent that it honors self-defense, but not at the cost of the Earth in which it came from, the air we breathe, the water we drink, and the innocence of existence. How the metals occur sparingly in rock, the use of weaponry should also be used sparingly; a micro-to-macro warning or teaching to us from the natural formula presented by the Earth’s creation (the metal for a syringe or computer is smaller in scale to the metal used for a nuclear bomb or machine gun). Asia, Africa, and the Middle East “in general” developed the first guns and coins, but then their works were appropriated and redistributed by the cultures of the less melinated existences, sometimes in pure hypocrisy.

Water we doing with our lives? Human life developed from the center-heated equator and its connection to the sea and sky, then our species traveled outward to the poles of the Earth, where it is colder and less sunny… Where the other existence of oneself is on the other side of the planet, the other pole, so the soul sought to find itself across the world- at the cost of the world itself…

Special Economic Zones (SEZ) of international law claim to allow undistinguished forms of “legal” gun, product, or human trafficking situations, and these zones are part of border law/less culture, in the offense and defense of certain regimes. Other than the white males whom have the most money in the whole world, most people have some sort mental burden because of those mens’ greed. I wonder if their position ever bothers them? Their narcissisms are the root of all evil on this planet.

Special Economic Zones aka Unjust Trafficking 101

When we look at the most popular languages on this sickened earth, we see Englitch & Chinese as the top two most commonly spoken languages in current times. Looking further into chronology, Chinese is an older language than English, and they have a holistic medicine system that we employ to save us sometimes. English has no holistic medicine system, other than trying to translate methods based in Latin, Greek, and some other languages older than English- but it tends to be biased against other racial indigeneities. In Euro-pagan divination there are Norse Runes, Celtic, Sami, Nuraghe, and old Basque folklores that likely have their own kind of herbal medicine cures, but Americans are seldom taught about this root-cause recognition.

Sadly, current Chinese politics refuses to respect intersex and homo/bisexual culture, and during the 1800s they enacted a mass infantcide on female babies, rendering them illegal and worthless to their culture. However, India has done the same thing, and so has Greece. Killing women/girls remains to be a mental/physical/spiritual health issue for humanity, which is why the United Nations has determined fem-protection & leadership a goal to enact in their operations.

Raciolinguistics is an emerging field of study founded by H. Samy Alim, and others, such as feminist, Gloria E. Anzaldúa. It’s about how language reinforces the stereotypes of race and oppression, while also being used for racial liberation through adaptations. They have not really scribed about the concepts I mention in this article (for my research on this topic is different from theirs), but they do theorize how people identify racially through different forms of a common language. For example, the differences between Mexican Spanish, Spain Spanish, and Brazilian Spanish, are all related to certain castes and experiences of race, ethnic, land, and gender categories. There are also some studies on Gender-Linguistics, and the way language shapes gender (such as the stigmata relationship socially constructed to harm the intersex biology).

I’ve been bullied by all sides of da pyramid

Art by David Fitzgerald

Poor people and the “pores” of our skins both cannot breathe because of toxic mentality and pollution. While we must sometimes face the allergic reactions to our own existence and the existence of others (auto-immunity & autocracy), we can try to balance these sensitivities, with respect for our roots, seeking to cure the pathology of our species ill-wills. Latin based literacies also use “Italics” to shift the typing to the right further, to provide a certain emphasis, which is also another linguistically mental-social association to a subconscious politic. We already write to the right, and to indicate something further, we use this phonetic association to “Italy” to provide that further-right-context.

Did we be found by getting lost, in the paradox of a sphere? Or did all we do is spread fear?

When we call it a “sfear,” do we become unconscious of its strength? Do we no longer hear, for our ears become blind to our eyes? What does it truly amount to real-eyes something? The “it” — is it Italian? Ore, is it “information technology?” Is it, internalized thankfulness? How is it? Why was the Sanskrit-Hindi culture of chakras denounced as pseudoscience? Racism and supremacy. Yet, folks recently proved them correct with science machinery, and renamed the phenomenon as something different, to prove our points away from the cultures that already had their own forms of science to prove it themselves- despite our machines. The “3rd eye” or “Ajna” (in Sanskrit; अजना) has been a topic for many generations in the human species, but the culture of En-Glitch sought to destroy it and re-determine it for themselves:

Screenshot of Study Linked in Caption Below

Study Providing Evidence about the Human Ionosphere or “Telepathic” Magnetic Sensing via “Mirror Neurons”

Sometimes I can seem not “mentally sound,” because this en-glitch turned me into a bug, while I was making others sick, wishing I could take that part of my existence back, and buzz off & away into the trees of rainbow oxygen & nutrients (what’s left of that anyways); sacrificing myself to a great birden of creation, adding myself to the sacred balance seeking restorative vibes, resolving an over-centralized narc-ambition of lies. For we were forced to be-lie-ve, instead of to bee-leaf, and we were taught to choose Eve instead of the queen of darkness (Lilloth translates to “spiral outward into darkness” in the He-brew’s To-Rah), but they are both beautiful, yet only won can be you to the fullest in this language’s racial intention… However, if Eve came from Adam’s own rib, isn't that incest? In the artwork I designed below, I want the viewer to see that this hue-man is speaking in the pagan element symbols, being a part of the rainbow prophecy, and how climate change is a part of land-gauge change:

Expresa Tu Visión by Paxen

Speak Your Vision Art by Paxen (watercolor/pen-ink, multicolored-paper)
Earlier we read that in the Latin-Greek root of stigma, it’s supposedly “a mark made by a pointed instrument”- but aren’t words in themselves “marks” carried by the instrument of our voices, pens, and type? Moving to liberate the imposed confusions, I question the definers our common chooses to listen to. It’s also propagated that stigma’s disgracing connotation stems from the Christian-Catholic term of “stigmata,” marking the wounds that killed Christ, before they came back to life… Whether metaphorically or literally, believing Christ deserved to die, or that they were wrongfully murdered, or believing in them at all, either way leads to the point that they were “reborn” in some way… So maybe that analogy of plant reproduction is there to “seed” the religion into the core of a biological, natural rebirthing structure (to perpetuate it as a root creation story, instead of honoring the true creation).

So I wonder, how do we shift the language to a restorative vibe, using the word “stigma” -religion besides the point, asking what kind of energy do we give its birthing power? Which ways do you address your root, pathologize its growth, and design its sway to move with the wind, the animals, and the common? How do we feel free and great-full, thankful, thAnkh-full, in the flow of our semantic? Could scribing in emojis, or letters from other languages mixed into to English be a thing in the future? If the stigma is a point when pollen inseminates the carrier tube of ovulation, where seed culminates to transform into potential life, then words are seeds too, as the mouth and body both absorbs and excretes… The stigma of mental healthcare, homo/bisexuality, homelessness or nomadism, being indigenous or alien, and nonviolent population control (instead of genocide, abortion is pro-current-life and its stem cells aid in the research of curing of diseases of current and future lives)- all relate to being a seed of culture too; modified to toxically colonize for greed, or modified to secure a healthier humanity…

I wonder if that flower’s sexy point is similar to the function of a butterfly’s chrysalis (also phonetically similar to Christ -with ”t” being the cross)? Crying is an alchemy; water to whine, it turns the salt of trauma or discipline, into a water that evaporates into another form, like how sweat salts melted the crystals of fat (although some of those food memories deserve their stay in the skin). The chrysalis zone of transformation is like a womb for the wings, and language can also be this way. If we program A.I. in a language that was created to colonize something natural- can we truly trust it to help us recover nature? What if we multi-lingually program it to love, respect, and listen to our indigeneity, and to acknowledge the indigeneity of others? Would we have an A.I. suggesting actions for global/local peace? I petitioned the definition of “fair” because of this issue. What dimension do we program fairness from? Some languages are strictly oral, which can be measured with biosurveillance, similar to the telepathic experiments, but interpraxisal communication can never truly be measured in full.

Kimimila Sapa by Paxen

Negative of a Hand-Drawn Coloring Page by Paxen

Language is a type of energy. We see this concept again with the word “mean” and it’s other definitions. To be cruel to a person is to be mean to them also. Or is it? Yet, the “average” in mathematics is also called the mean, as well as the “sacred mean” of fractal balance. Is it average to be mean? It’s like being a-greed. Quite rudimentary really, what do we re-ally ourselves to here? What do we act-u-ally do about healing the plan-it? Why is that not a priority? Why does space matter more to the wealthy military cults?

I am a bug en-glitching up a machine full of mean averages.

Indigenous languages seek to sound like nature as much as possible, belonging to the land in unique ways, such as naming themselves after animals and body parts (Red Deer or Yellow Hand, for example), and using every single part of the animals they pray/prey to. Indigenous culture is forever tied to the land and sky elements of nature, not a book, not greed, although some had books and greed. When our species enacted structures outside of nature, things became “terr-ible.”

Terr-ible; when we terraformed into biblical structures forcibly/enforcedly, all the species upon the planet were called “pagan” and then marginalized, or were Latinized in order to be “accepted” for the new world order (NWO). While “the rest” of humans (and only humans) were then removed from the natural societies they had once built and were building- interrupted into a world that has genocided, polluted, and gaslighted our natural connections to ancestral ecological existence, sacrificed for a faux economy. Being en-glitch has led us into a natural systems’ demise through disguise; biblicizing the original plan-it given to us by the creator, by the great-mystery. Yes, I miss-trees, a whole lot.

The mental causation of great wealth for a few sum of people; some peep-holes and pupils, turned our plan-it into pyramid schemes and cubicles, while the surface used to be much more well-rounded and less defined, confined, and resigned. Not all of English is bad, but its design is meant to subconsciously reinforce the culture of money and guns for a few. Let’s hope the revive-gun starts to be worked on more so by our future generations (as seen in video games). A mass for health was forced to turn into a sermon of wealth; of death, destruction, and disease, so very few may be pleased. NWO be a lie; there has only been one world, but the fear in search for another, has divided us away from the truth of our interdependence & revolutionary creativity. A.I. Law and Space Law is upon us, as people are still getting murdered over copyright & property, but in new forms (history repeats itself unless it is changed).

Photo From 1910

1910 Photo of Indigenous Child with a Dog, By Richard Throssel

God is “dog” backwards for a reason. The cultures normally differing from the bible tend to eat dog meat, which is coincidentally more sustainable than eating cows, but considered “evil” to most of Western culture. For coexistent thrival & revival (not only survival), we can transform the rules to more thorough innerstandings of pathology and shift the perspective to rejuvenating the natural mentality. By changing our language (translation), our transportation, our energy extraction/creation, and especially the recycling system that all the latter relies on, we can get better.

Focus on the sacred balance of your own root causes, your own indigenous ancestors of all 4 directions, and the direction(s) you belong to the most, while recovering the ones invaded in all corners of the space “race” that’s dis-allowed a faux start for the few (future). Be-cause (be the cause), when we are able to define the root-cause of what harms & what heels/heals us, what repairs & what respawns, in action & in subconscious states- we are able to discern & recognize differences & commonalities based on our personal stigmata (or stigmas). If we are safe enough to feel the planting of our soul, through our own unique stigma & style, we can bloom the seeds of our gifts that we then petal to our relations as gracefully ovulated pollinations of interdependent-truth & coexistent design… but without root-cause, we will continue to suffer and cause suffering, with chronic revolt.

Author’s Note:

This article was typed to summarize a concept of a book I am authoring called, Asdrawlogy’s Healingual: Englitch & the Anti-Gravity ResisDance, about Language Arts, Cosmobiological Allyship, A.I. Ethics, and Intersectional Dialogues- awaiting publication by 2028. You can read the description on the back of my book in another article from my account here on Medium. My legal name is Athena, but I changed it to Paxen (pronounced liked “passion”) because there have been plenty of war ships named after “Athena” (including in the Middle East)- but they’d never name a war-ship after peace- be-cause peace is true worship.

I was-dumb, now I seek wisdom.

Nobody is perfect, but I seek to per-fect the harms I have done in this life and in past, for my ancestors, for my child(ren), for the plan-it. For the kids should grow into G.O.A.T.s- not into sacrifices and forgotten souls, wishing they weren't alone… Let US become one, united in our states, for divided we are a-gain. All bodies/bodhis bee-yew-to-the fullest (Yew tree is the plant constituent in the anti-cancer pharmaceutical drugs Taxol & Paclitaxel)

As my Peepaw would say, “I hate everybody equally!”

Indigenous Star Knowledge

Promoting the regenerative authority of Indigenous Star Knowledge, power and control, can become a proven supplement to the harmful ideologies that hold up the structures of illness that perpetuate societal and environmental pollution and global wars, as they are about archetypes that lived with the land and still do. A war between tribes is on a much smaller scale than between countries or religions, when we localize and become present in the here and now, we reduce the worry, the warry, of the future and revenge of the past.

As a socially constructed “white” person, I cannot identify as a First Nations person of this country, and in the past I thought I could call myself race-nonconforming, but I had to reconstruct my ideals in order to realize why that is wrong. Skin color is directly targeted in a systemically racist society, whereas gender-nonconforming is more accepted like androgynous, because it’s less noticeable than skin color. I try my best not appropriate as much as possible, although a lot of white culture is stolen from BIPOC history and regurgitated- I try to make my culture a reimagining of what white is, surrendering to the truth of history and what it means to be responsible for an ancestral legacy instead of being ignorant of it.

There are so many different kinds of Indigenous Aboriginal Star Knowledges, just as there are different kinds of astrology in general- and having to construct my sentence that way shows a main point in critical race theory: the main, or regular astrology or culture is based on the white-constructed themes (Greek/Roman/Christian Mythos), and everything else is other, and considered different than the normal culture that we are all used to. The fact the starting point or blank slate comes from a colonized, white-dominant center, instead of one that is indigenous to the land we are on, shows that we are living in a construct founded in genocide, ethnic cleansing and indoctrination.

Instead of respecting the space that was already occupied, and building relationships over time, Europeans were convinced that killing, poisoning, and renovating what did not need to be renovated, was the only way for them to feel powerful and meaningful in the world. The quote “kill the Indian, save the man” also meant “kill the lifeforms, save the materials”- as if they were two different things that could live without the other! Now the whole world suffers because if you kill the life, the land dies too- the connection to ways of maintaining a healthy land, having honor and mercy, was removed- the pollution of death, and the plastic of pain, became the demon polarity equal to the gods of industry and profit. However, they are not Indians, they never were- that’s a mistake made by the Europeans whom thought they were from Asia- when their DNA has actually been proven to be unique to this land, which has debunked the myth of their ancestors ONLY crossing the Bering Strait, when some studies have found proof of their history before that theory was proven as well.

Tactics of domination included language change as a major aspect- language is like land-gauge, how we gauge what to do upon the land with symbols and sounds. Just as the wind creates canyons, our language creates the paths of society in the physical world- the connection from the minds of thinking, to the bodies of doing, the stories, the holidays, the structure of “employee” and “boss” are all constructs of language design meant to command the physical… The ancient or indigenous languages used more muscles of the throat, lungs, mouth and vocal cords, they could make animal noises and engage in mental states with forms of tone chanting and vocal-listening internal focus, a lost art.

Engaging ourselves with the indigenous practices of the culture we come from is the best way to connect back to our roots, and help guide our intuition with our ancestors. The following refers to the Indigenous people of what’s called “America,” but was not always called that…

For the Lakota, what is known as the Aries constellation, in line with a few other stars, is also known as the Dried Willow constellation. The Lakota people have around 7 different words relating to “Willow” because it is such a sacred tree, as they use it for medicine, bows and arrows, and mix the inside powder of the bark with smoking tobacco. There is also a Lakota Animal constellation that includes various star lines, including the Taurus constellation. The constellation called Great Circle-Black Hills, consists of Pleiades, Rigel, Sirius, Procyon, Castor-Pollux, and Capella stars, which have Lakota names too. 8 out of the 12 stars of the Gemini constellation make the constellation Mahto Tipila (Bear’s Lodge), or colonially, the “Devil’s Tower” (which tribes find to be a very disrespectful name), because it correlates to an actual sacred place on Earth/Makȟówaŋča. Many people believe that Mahto Tipila was once a giant tree, and now an ancient tree-stump- or is a reminder of such.

“The Wyoming State Parks Department were conducting photographic seismic readings below the tower, when they discovered an incredibly large petrified root system below the tower." It does not explicitly make the claim that the popular, mystic rock structure was a giant tree at one point; it leaves it up to readers to make the extrapolation.” (USA Today Fact Check)

For the Mayans, there are many different calendars used for their tracking systems. The planet Venus was especially important for indicating lucid dreaming cycles in connection to the timing of warfare- when to merge the seemingly opposing orders. Venus is also popularly known as a planet of partnership, beauty, values, balance, aesthetic, money making or trade, and art making- and it orbits in a fractal design relating the “Golden Mean,” “Pentacle” symbol, and a rose, further explaining why it tends to represent trade, balance, beauty and love. Many astrologers refer to Venus as a “money indicator,” but due to massive economic inequality, that can be a classist perspective. The Mayans simultaneously use their Tzolkin Calendar (260 days, a bit more than an actual Venus cycle but very close), together with their Haab Sun Calendar, tracking the correlations for a balanced society.

There are different versions of Mayan astrology that people can refer to, just as there are different versions astrology in general. Jose Argüelles was known to have taken ancient Mayan astrology and recreated it into a new model, and that information can be found at The Foundation for The Law of Time. Various Indigenous Mayans believe that Argüelles appropriated their cultural into some kind of neoliberal pyramid scheme that people buy information from. Personally, I don’t think Argüelles meant to appropriate Mayan traditions with his research specifically with the intention to make a buck, but he did reorganize them, and the people whom inherited it after his death are profiting from it- and I don’t find that justified to the actual Mayan people. I have found my sign from Argüelles Starroot calculator, and its description from Astro-Dream-Advisor, to have help myself and others get further context of oneself- but it truly does ignore the reality of appropriation, and that needs to be addressed and called out.

Similar to Argüelles, but using a way closer to the “traditional” Mayan astrology, Vajra Fatih Keçelioglu, born and raised in Turkey, a person whom has studied various cultures- particularly the Mayan, runs the website MyMayanSign.com and YouTube channel, where descriptions are explained by Fatih. Kenneth Johnson from California, was actually initiated as a Mayan aj q’ij ~daykeeper in November of 2017 and explains the Mayan signs and teachings he learned on his website Jaguar Wisdom. Not all nations of the Mayan people would agree with such efforts, since non-Mayan people are profiting from the information they’ve learned from their site readings and teachings (including from me since I have paid for a reading by them)- but a percentage of Fatih’s profits actually do go to real Mayan communities, as they donate to the Meso Foundation, and Kenneth Johnson has a deep connection to Mayan communities, since he was actually initiated as a daykeeper.

This site, sacredroad.org, is the Saq’be, Organization for Mayan and Indigenous Spiritual Studies, and has been the closest Mayan Astrology source I’ve found in English, that is visibly most connected to the actual Mayan peoples in it’s presentation, as it is an actual non-profit meant to support them- and I have donated there too. Their site also categorizes me as the Knife sign (Tijax/Etz’nab). There are various other sites that would tell you your Mayan astrology sign with explanation, but nothing beats getting a reading from an actual Mayan person, or actually studying with the Mayan people- whom probably have better things to do, like fight the colonizing lumberjacks destroying their rainforest and murdering their people- but maybe they’d teach you if you’d helped them fight for their forest and their way of life.

In my personal experience, I’ve truly had memorable dreams and spiritual life events lined up with the days of my personal Tzolkin calendar. All on the same day, I watched an anime called Children Who Chase Lost Voices- (which features a journey to find something like Quetzalcoatl), kicked out an abusive alcoholic roommate, and found a wandering Husky dog named Sunka (Shoon-Ka) which translates to “Dog” in Lakota, that coincidentally belonged to somebody I know and look up to (Dog is also my Argüelles Mayan sign). It was not till later on that day, after all that had happened, I found out it was my Tzolkin birthday. Another time, I had a very memorable dream that also taught me a lesson about life and death, strategy and acceptance, as two giant figures made out of light came out of two obelisk pinkish-grey stones, and taught me symbolic ideas… I also looked out the window in my dream, and noticed a Deer outside… after I had woken up and checked the calendar, I saw it was the time of the Mayan Deer Trecana.

I’d use these resources out of curiosity, but only with the discernment between appropriation and reparation. To take the information for yourself without at least thanking or supporting the Mayan community in spirit or in person, is inevitably appropriation, and if you plan to use that information to help bring liberation to the actual Mayan people, then be sure to make that a part of your way of life, not just a one time act of charitable philanthropy.

Identifying as a White Rhythmic Dog through the Argüelles version has helped me heal, probably because I allowed my subconscious to put full faith in that description of me, as a placebo effect. I still believe in it only because it helped me grow as a person, and I include it in my own personal power. Same with being the Obsidian point or Knife, which is ironically a deep black color (usually), in contrast to being of the “White” direction (polarity), like the Yin-Yang. I’ve used the tone of “Rhythmic” to further solidify being a spoken-word artist, singer and dancer. I laugh at the spelling of Dog backwards and being named after one (Athena goddess of War and Wisdom), and further I ponder how different the meaning of “White” is, being the direction of the “North” in Mayan astrology (and usually Indigenous meanings in general)- verses being a “white person” by colonial standards of “race.” Every time I see white dog, I tune in for some kind of guidance of being on a track of affinity with my purpose.

Indigenous astrology has helped me with my mental health issues around Schizoaffective, which I’ve been working to be undiagnosed from- healing as I learn to understand notions of “truth” more completely. Indigenous cultures saw mental health as a shamanic issue mostly, helping the person with ceremonial plant medicines, enchantments and ritual instructions, as well a collective perspective of their place in community, a practice of intervention- compared to colonial society’s “give em’ a pill and some therapy” type chronic industrial complex that does not dive deep into the roots of the person’s soul on Earth.

Astrology in general can have a healing effect, but it can also have a harmful effect, and I’ve experienced both. Faith is an art of mastering your own sense of will power and self-consciousness, while learning from past and present experiences. Seeking to understand and heal what was once Indigenous within me, is the point of learning about Indigenous astrology, while also dedicating myself to the liberation of Indigenous people, through harm-reduction legacy work.

The truth proves that the Indigenous plight is usually the hardest because of toxic colonialism and white supremacy. The Earth has been dying from pollution, extinction, and disease, because of the illnesses of greed, narcissism, and the chronic dissatisfaction and ignorance those diseases breed. That is why I also find that using faith within Indigenous Economics, Governing, and Star Knowledge systems, will help us heal the pain caused by systems of slavery, trafficking and unhealthy habits- because it helps us recognize the root-causes of issues and their pathology, resurrecting ruins, and researching sustainability.

What’s the Word After Anarchy?

🗲Anarchy is about deconstructing the current hierarchies in place, and there are many forms that deconstructing takes place, both in violent and non-violent ways. I believe Anarchy is a step within the process of recognizing societal change, and I wonder what the word is for the next step- the part where we re-organize our selves into a better form of archs and allocation. Some get Anarchy confused with the next step, but maybe we don’t have a word for it because the people who want to perpetuate injustice want us to focus on only deconstructing or destroying current society- as Anarchists are framed as dangerous, or just cutesy dark dreamers. 🗲

🗲 Perhaps it’s Peace, Egalitarianism, or Indigenous Land Management, Permaculture, Mandalas or Tiny Home Villages. Perhaps there is no centralized word for it because actions tend to matter more than words- but words are also a form of action. Words dictate our thought patterns, and out thought patterns control our actions, and when our words are rooted in racism, sexism and poverty, we must find an inner-peace of emotion that we try to heal within, as we think of better words to use in place of the harmful ones. 🗲

🗲 In an effort to make English words less racist, I started a petition to the popular English dictionaries, to change the definition of the word “Fair” in relation to it’s multiple meanings- being equal or just, or being light colored in one’s complexion- I do not believe that the light complexed are the fairest huemans of the land, but those multiple meanings for the same phonetic sound is systemically encapsulated in the English language design. So as other people have successfully changed the definitions of English words, I too hope to succeed in this effort. Please sign to petition the definition. 🗲